and now for the rest of the story...

I think I am going insane. I hate the fact that I can't really be honest on here. I don't mean I can't tell the truth, that's easy, I mean being honest. Like telling everyone how I really feel about me, not them, I have no problem telling people how I feel about them. However this world has gotten to point of insanity in so many ways, one of which is the fact that no one can do anything or say anything without someone else jumping in and making it an issue. So, I can't be honest about how I feel and I can't stop wanting to be honest. Catch 22 with no love story. This sucks. Also I believe I need a break, and by that I mean I want to be left alone in my own way. I want, no make that need, to be left to my own devices every once in a while and I haven't had that in a long time. Hopefully soon. The end.