Why?!?!

How is it possible to wake up feeling fine, and then progress into a 100 degree temperature, sore throat, scratchy eyes, sneezing, runny nose mess in a matter of 1 hour. I was really looking forward to getting out of the house tonight, but now I can't subject anyone to my bad germ battalion. At least brit gave me a few laughs with her stories of the work day. Speaking of brit, her b-day gift is on backorder. How annoying. Anyway, I've decided to give her something else instead that I think she will enjoy. Okay I have no more energy for typing.

Ach...

I've been feeling really unliked lately. I get this way occasionally and it sucks. I feel as if noone likes me and they're all talking about how much I suck. This might be a bit of the paranoid schizophrenia in me. Not that I have been diagnosed with it, nor is it something to be taken lightly, so before someone knows someone who actually has it goes on a rant, give it up. I also am in a rut now, I don't know what to start knitting. I just got some really fun squishy yarn from Garrett's trip to Southport and I want to knit it into something worthy, but I dunno. Also I will have to wind it into balls first. I hate that I don't know what is wrong with me. Anyway, I am off to listen to more CRL. 

One Week

So since Garrett has been gone now for 3 days I feel calmed. I don't know why I have this need to be completely alone every once in a while, but I do and I refuse to apologize for it. I guess it's good that I married a guy who gets it. I'm excited for tomorrow, Brit and I will be margarita'd out by the nights end, and hopefully will have really embarrassing singing on video to prove it. I will now settle down and watch more movies in the marathon.

and now for the rest of the story...

I think I am going insane. I hate the fact that I can't really be honest on here. I don't mean I can't tell the truth, that's easy, I mean being honest. Like telling everyone how I really feel about me, not them, I have no problem telling people how I feel about them. However this world has gotten to point of insanity in so many ways, one of which is the fact that no one can do anything or say anything without someone else jumping in and making it an issue. So, I can't be honest about how I feel and I can't stop wanting to be honest. Catch 22 with no love story. This sucks. Also I believe I need a break, and by that I mean I want to be left alone in my own way. I want, no make that need, to be left to my own devices every once in a while and I haven't had that in a long time. Hopefully soon. The end.

Rock band night...

I hadn't realized how much I missed Rock Band Night, until Chris and Michelle came over to revive the band. So cheevminthoor is now back together and I think we're gonna try it every sunday, since we were all a bit rusty. It took about 5 or 6 songs to get back into the groove, and then I went from drums to guitar, then to singing. Eventually we got there and next week we will have practiced so who knows.

Guitar Hero Scarf

     So one of my really good friends is getting married in May. This, of course, is separate from my best friend who is getting married in Jan. Anyway, I want to make him a guitar hero scrf as sort of a bachelor type gift, and I have a few ideas for what song. However, I am severely stuck on the buttons. There are 2 versions of this scarf out there, and because of the way it looks, I prefer to do the domestic scientist version. However, I must be daft, because I just cannot get the buttons to work. By that I do not mean ACTUALLY work (I'm not THAT daft), I mean they keep not coming out correctly. I need help!!! Anyway, if anyone would be so kind as to help me figure this out it would be much appreciated.